thought of the day:

we all have happy memories that we want to remember. but what if those happy memories are now causing you pain.

then what's the point of having happy memories?

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i try not to be pessimistic .. but hey, this is life and there's only so much i can do.

i look back at the times that i laughed and all i can think about are the people that were part of it. and how i'm no longer a part of it.

other people have moved on with their lives while i'm still stuck there .. wanting more.

sometimes i just wish that i didn't make the choices that made. and then i would still be where i was, my happy place.

but we all do things that we think is right .. and now what feels right, i guess this is one of them.

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it won't stop snowing ... which is probably why i'm in such a gloomy mood.

i just wish spring/summer would come ...

- leila -
February 21, 2009. 5:07pm.